Do i have peace

 I think I have found peace in me, I think I am now in my safe place,I have started to accept myself as I am and slowly I'm starting to have confidence with myself, although it is not easy but I can see the results of praying and begging God, and I know soon I will be okay with myself, with out wanting any comfortion from others, I just hope that I don't go back to the dark that I was it, I hope God continues in hearing my prayers and healing my heart from.what I don't talk about.